More Than Enough

It surely could not have been enough. Five loaves of bread and two fish could feed ten people but not five thousand. I wonder if the Twelve ever thought Jesus was crazy or if they saw enough signs to know that he really was God. It’s on my list of questions for when I arrive in Heaven. 

My study Bible says this passage is a foreshadowing of the sacramental miracle of the Eucharist. I think it’s also an example of trusting that what we are given by Jesus is enough. When my husband lost his job, I prayed for a very specific salary for his next job. Our parish and seminary were planning capital campaigns and I wanted to donate. Thanks be to God, my husband found employment but the salary was not what I’d hoped. One of those campaigns began and we were asked to donate an amount we thought would be out of reach. We prayed and talked about it and decided to give it a go. It turns out that what I didn’t think would be enough is, in fact, enough. Again, I am reminded that Jesus can do big things with our humble trust.

Feeding five thousand people is a big task. I would like to know what the Apostles thought when Jesus instructed them to distribute the loaves and fish. I would like to thank them for their trust in this and in so many other matters. The example they set as flawed humans like us, is inspiring and helpful. 

Slowly, as I live this life I’ve been gifted with, I am learning that Jesus’s reality is so much bigger than mine. He has the whole picture while I have just a bit of it. I can trust that what He gives is not just enough, it’s more than enough. He is so good. 

By Merridith Frediani