Forty years ago I underwent a simple out-patient procedure: metatarsal surgery. It was simple, that is, until I had a stroke the evening of the surgery. Eleven days later I was still in the hospital struggling to walk, eat, and talk. The confusion of those first weeks was only the beginning of the quiet desperation of years of rehabilitation, which flowed into a mighty struggle to uncover my fear of God’s power over my life. I have to continue surrendering, trusting that this was and still is a moment of a grace for me through which God gathered the direction of my life toward Himself forever.
With the stroke, God took me from the outside to the inside, from the surface to the deep, from the visible to the invisible, from ambition to powerlessness, from earth to heaven, from complacency to a wrestling with Him, from healing to more healing to more brokenness to even deeper healing. It is kind of like Zacchaeus.
Zacchaeus had his life all figured out. He knew who he was, what he wanted, what he had, and what he could get when he needed it. On the surface, he lived in a complacency that isolated him from others in the village who were full of excitement at the arrival of Jesus. Stories were swirling around about how Jesus freed people from demonic possession, cured the lame, blind, mute, deaf and lepers, and asked repentant sinners to follow Him. There was something more to Jesus than the ordinary roving teacher. But Zacchaeus didn’t need any of that. He was fine the way he was. But he was just a little bit curious, and that curiosity sent him up the tree to stake out a spot as an observer, and an observer only.
That was me. No, I’m not short and I certainly don’t climb trees. But at twenty-one, I thought I had my life all figured out. I didn’t know that I needed healing, that I needed Jesus to make a decisive intervention in my life, that I needed my expectations and strategies upended and the rug ripped out from under me, as Jesus so mercifully did for Zacchaeus.
“[T]oday I must stay at your house.”
Friends, when Jesus calls you out of the tree, when He moves you from the efficiency of your planned out life, when He intervenes with a grace-filled but often painful stroke of mercy, climb out of that tree with Zacchaeus. Commit yourself to this new and deepening relationship that Jesus is initiating. Bring the Master into the areas of your life that are the most broken, and let Him change you forever.
Hace cuarenta años me sometí a un procedimiento ambulatorio sencillo: una cirugía de metatarso. Fue sencillo, claro está, hasta que sufrí un derrame cerebral la noche de la cirugía. Once días después, seguía en el hospital luchando por caminar, comer y hablar. La confusión de esas primeras semanas fue solo el comienzo de la silenciosa desesperación de años de rehabilitación, que desembocó en una ardua pelea por descubrir el miedo que tuve al poder de Dios sobre mi vida. Tengo que seguir rindiéndome, confiando que este fue y sigue siendo un momento de gracia para mí, mediante el cual Dios dirige mi vida hacia sí mismo para siempre.
Con el derrame cerebral, Dios me sacó de lo externo a lo interno, de lo superficial a lo profundo, de lo visible a lo invisible, de la ambición a la impotencia, de la tierra al cielo, de la complacencia a una pelea con Él, de la sanación a más sanación, de más quebrantamiento a una sanación aún más profunda. Es como Zaqueo.
Zaqueo tenía su vida resuelta. Sabía quién era, qué quería, qué tenía y qué podía conseguir cuando lo necesitara. En apariencia, vivía en una complacencia que lo aislaba de otros habitantes del pueblo, todos llenos de entusiasmo por la llegada de Jesús. Corrían historias sobre cómo Jesús había liberado a la gente de posesiones demoníacas, curado a cojos, ciegos, mudos, sordos y leprosos, y pedido a los pecadores arrepentidos que lo siguieran. Había algo más en Jesús que el simple maestro ambulante. Pero Zaqueo no necesitaba nada de eso. Estaba bien. Pero tenía un poco de curiosidad, y esa curiosidad lo impulsó a subir al árbol para buscar un lugar como observador, y como observador únicamente.
Ese era yo. No soy baja y por supuesto no trepo a los árboles. Pero a los veintiún años, creía tener mi vida resuelta. No sabía que necesitaba sanación, que necesitaba que Jesús interviniera decisivamente en mi vida, que necesitaba que mis expectativas y estrategias cambiaran por completo y que me derribaran, como Jesús tan misericordiosamente hizo con Zaqueo.
“[H]oy tengo que hospedarme en tu casa”.
Amigos, cuando Jesús los pide bajar del árbol, cuando los aleja de la eficiencia de su vida planificada, cuando interviene con un golpe de misericordia lleno de gracia, pero a menudo doloroso, bajen de ese árbol con Zaqueo. Comprométanse con esta nueva y profunda relación que Jesús está iniciando. Traigan al Maestro las áreas de su vida que están más rotas y permitan que Él las cambie para siempre.

Sr. Kathryn James Hermes, FSP, is an author and offers online evangelization as well as spiritual formation for people on their journey of spiritual transformation and inner healing. Website: www.touchingthesunrise.com My Books: https://touchingthesunrise.com/books/
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