Matthew was a finance guy. Not only did he extort money from his neighbors while collecting taxes, he also wrapped his whole life around the security money can bring. How many advertisements have you seen lately geared toward people considering retirement: Do you have enough money to survive after you retire? Maybe you need to invest? Buy gold or silver? Take out insurance? Commercials and posts of this nature lead to a stabbing fear. All the what ifs begin to play on our imagination.
If there is anything we humans cling to it’s security. We clutch at anything that seems dependable. We stock up on what promises to sustain us in the crises of our lives. We pour over the stock reports to see how much we have lost. We accumulate what we hope will keep us safe until we die. How much power do I need to protect my future? What will happen to me if I don’t have extra money to spend at leisure? What do I need to ensure my comfort?
Jesus invited Matthew to step out of the security he had been creating for himself into the divine world of risk. He brought him out of the tomb of self-protection into the sunlight of abandonment to divine providence.
Hear these words of Jesus to Matthew as if they were said to you and do not be afraid: “Leave everything, Matthew, and come. Come follow me. I have no money to offer you. No absolute security to promise for your future. I have nothing but my immense love for you and for the world. I have nothing but my dream for your future in my Kingdom which I have secured for you. I have known you before the foundation of the world. [Say your own name], I will be enough for you. Enough forever. Come. Come follow me.”
Matthew era un hombre de finanzas. No sólo extorsionó a sus vecinos mientras recaudaba impuestos, sino que también dedicó toda su vida a la seguridad que el dinero puede aportar. ¿Cuántos anuncios has visto últimamente dirigidos a las personas que están considerando jubilarse? ¿Tienes suficiente dinero para sobrevivir después de jubilarte? Quizás debes invertir, comprar oro o plata, o sacar una aseguranza, etc. Los anuncios y publicaciones de este tipo provocan un miedo aterrador. Todos los “qué pasaría si” comienzan a jugar en nuestra imaginación.
Si hay algo a lo que los seres humanos nos aferramos es a la seguridad. Nos aferramos a cualquier cosa que parezca confiable. Nos abastecemos de lo que promete sostenernos en las crisis de nuestras vidas. Revisamos los informes bursátiles para ver cuánto hemos perdido. Acumulamos lo que esperamos que nos mantenga a salvo hasta que muramos. ¿Cuánta energía necesito para proteger mi futuro? ¿Qué me pasará si no tengo dinero extra para gastar como yo quisiera? ¿Qué necesito para garantizar mi comodidad?
Jesús invitó a Mateo a salir de la seguridad que había estado creando para sí mismo y entrar al mundo divino del riesgo. Lo sacó de la tumba de la autoprotección a la luz del sol del abandono a la divina providencia.
Escucha estas palabras de Jesús a Mateo como si te las dijeran a ti y no temas: “Déjalo todo, Mateo, y ven. Ven y sígueme. No tengo dinero para ofrecerte. No hay seguridad absoluta que prometer para tu futuro. No tengo nada más que mi inmenso amor por ti y por el mundo. No tengo más que mi sueño para tu futuro en mi Reino que te he asegurado. Te he conocido desde antes de la fundación del mundo. [Di tu propio nombre], seré suficiente para ti. Suficiente para siempre. Ven. Ven y sígueme.”

Sr. Kathryn James Hermes, FSP, is an author and offers online evangelization as well as spiritual formation for people on their journey of spiritual transformation and inner healing. Website: www.touchingthesunrise.com My Books: https://touchingthesunrise.com/books/
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