I find myself struggling to sit with this parable. As if silence and stillness aren’t difficult enough, the parable is too familiar and my interest wanes. Moreover, my soul is anxious at the thought that God might actually speak truth into my life. I’ll be honest, it terrifies me. Yet, I know God loves me so I must dive into the deep.
What jumps out at me is the prodigal’s distance. We’re all guilty of being far from God from time to time. We writhe in jealousy, we cling to plans, we pride ourselves in our good works, or we consent to serious mortal sin.
I’ve been far from God on multiple occasions. Sometimes, to my chagrin, I’ve walked very far from God. I know this is why it pains me to read this parable. I’ve gone to confession, amended my life, sought spiritual direction, prepared speeches to the Father, yet the thought that I squandered my heavenly inheritance, and even worse, turned my back on my best friend Jesus, kills me.
Oh, my Jesus, what do you say? “While he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him, and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son, embraced him and kissed him.” Luke 15:20.
That’s what I was afraid of. The overwhelming power of God’s mercy. It is too big for me to contain but it’s exactly what my broken heart and memory needs. My heart yearns to receive His all encompassing love and tenderness. He knows me and I know my Beloved. He knows that I long to be wrapped in garments of His affection and bedecked with his claim over me. I know He is the Father of love and He never takes His eyes off of me.
I don’t know if you’ve ever been far from God, I pray not for your sake. If so, I hope you muster the courage to sit and receive this Gospel. Receive God’s mercy in full. If you have not, is there someone in your life who needs a return to the Father’s heart? Would you be brave and extend the merciful embrace of the Father to them?
Me cuesta mucho aceptar esta parábola. Como si el silencio y la quietud no fueran lo suficientemente difíciles, la parábola me resulta demasiado familiar y mi interés se desvanece. Además, mi alma se pone ansiosa ante la idea de que Dios pueda realmente decir la verdad en mi vida. Voy a ser honesta, esto me aterroriza. Sin embargo, sé que Dios me ama, así que debo sumergirme profundamente en ello.
Lo que me llama la atención es la distancia del hijo pródigo. Todos somos culpables de estar lejos de Dios de vez en cuando. Nos llenamos de celos, nos aferramos a los planes, nos enorgullecemos de nuestras buenas obras o nos permitimos cometer un pecado mortal grave.
He estado lejos de Dios en múltiples ocasiones. A veces, para mi disgusto, me he alejado mucho de Dios. Sé que es por eso que me duele leer esta parábola. Me he confesado, he enmendado mi vida, he buscado dirección espiritual, he preparado discursos para el Padre, pero el pensamiento de que he desperdiciado mi herencia celestial y, peor aún, que le he dado la espalda a mi mejor Amigo Jesús, me mata.
Oh, Jesús mío, ¿qué dices? “Estaba todavía lejos, cuando su padre lo vio y se enterneció profundamente. Corrió hacia él, y echándole los brazos al cuello, lo cubrió de besos.” (Lucas 15,20)
Eso era lo que temía. El poder abrumador de la misericordia de Dios. Es demasiado grande para yo poder contenerlo, pero es exactamente lo que mi corazón y mi memoria quebrantados necesitan. Mi corazón anhela recibir Su amor y ternura que todo lo abarcan. Él me conoce y yo lo conozco a mi Amado. Sabe que anhelo estar envuelta en las vestiduras de Su afecto y adornada con Su derecho sobre mí. Sé que es el Padre de amor y nunca quita Sus ojos de mí.
No sé si alguna vez has estado lejos de Dios, ojalá que no, pero si es así, espero que tengas el valor de sentarte y recibir este Evangelio. Recibe la misericordia de Dios en su plenitud. Si no es así, ¿hay alguien en tu vida que necesite volver al corazón del Padre? ¿Podrías ser valiente y extenderle el abrazo misericordioso del Padre?
Former NPS Park Ranger, Catholic educator, and Youth Minister, Melissa Lucca now spends her days evangelizing family and neighbors as a stay-at-home mom. She holds an MA in Theology from the Augustine Institute and pursues personal study in her spare time. Melissa loves Ignatian Spirituality, Mother Mary, and rock climbing. If you don’t hear her and her kiddo laughing at home, then they are probably out on an adventure!
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