“Why, Lord?” I cried as I sat in the van outside my doctor’s office and begged Him again for healing. Tears rolled down my cheeks, and my soul screamed in anguish within me. I had suffered so long and had prayed and pursued many promising avenues of healing with little or no relief. I was exhausted and on the verge, once again, of giving up hope. It was all I could do to muffle my cries and calm myself before opening the car door and walking through the parking lot to the entrance of the building.
Today’s Gospel feels challenging to me. Sometimes I feel like the widow continuously begging the judge for an answer, but I am the one being worn down by the delay. Jesus probes, for the purpose of encouraging His followers to persevere in prayer with hope, “Will not God then secure the rights of his chosen ones who call out to him day and night? Will he be slow to answer them? I tell you, he will see to it that justice is done for them speedily.”
This parable and Jesus’ explanation can feel like a slap in the face. Where is my answer? Is God going to do anything to help me? What I have learned over the years of waiting is that, yes, God absolutely hears us and that, though answers often seem slow in coming, He actually sets to work immediately. However, His work, especially in the early stages, is most often hidden.
God’s timing is rarely quick, but it is not delayed either. It is slow and deep. His goal is not to “fix” us, as if we are broken-down machines, but to heal us and bring us to wholeness in Him. That work cannot be rushed if it is to be effective.
I recently saw a quote from C.S. Lewis on Facebook: “I am sure that God keeps no one waiting unless He sees that it is good for him to wait” (Mere Christianity). In addition, one of my favorite shirts boasts the message, “In the waiting, God is working.” When God makes us wait, there is a reason for it. He is orchestrating something amazing behind the scenes.
Waiting frequently comes with a feeling of hopelessness as we continue to experience unrelenting difficulty. It takes great faith to wait on the Lord and to continue to hope in Him when all feels hopeless, knowing that He is working even when we don’t see it. As the sun, hidden below the horizon, is there even though we don’t see it, so can we be certain of God’s help, even when there is no evidence of it. Let us wait on the Lord in hope and faith as we persevere in prayer.
“¿Por qué, Señor?”, le rogué mientras estaba sentada en la camioneta frente al consultorio de mi médico, rogándole de nuevo que me sanara. Las lágrimas rodaban por mis mejillas y mi alma gritaba angustiada. Había sufrido tanto tiempo, había orado y buscado muchas vías prometedoras de sanación con poco o ningún alivio. Estaba agotada y, una vez más, a punto de perder la esperanza. Me costó callar mis llantos y calmarme antes de abrir la puerta del auto y caminar por el estacionamiento hasta la entrada del edificio.
El Evangelio de hoy me resulta desafiante. A veces me siento como la viuda que le suplicaba constantemente al juez por una respuesta, pero soy yo quien se siente agotada por la demora. Jesús sondea, con el propósito de animar a sus seguidores a perseverar en la oración con esperanza: “Si así pensaba el juez injusto, ¿creen acaso que Dios no hará justicia a sus elegidos, que claman a él día y noche, y que los hará esperar? Yo les digo que les hará justicia sin tardar.”
Esta parábola y la explicación de Jesús pueden parecer una bofetada. ¿Dónde está mi respuesta? ¿Hará Dios algo para ayudarme a mí? Lo que he aprendido con los años de espera es que sí, Dios nos escucha sin duda y que, aunque las respuestas a menudo parecen tardar en llegar, en realidad se pone a trabajar de inmediato. Sin embargo, sus obras, especialmente en las primeras etapas, suelen estar ocultas.
El tiempo de Dios rara vez es rápido, pero tampoco se demora. Es lento y profundo. Su objetivo no es “arreglarnos”, como si fuéramos máquinas averiadas, sino sanarnos y llevarnos a la plenitud en Él. Esa obra no puede apresurarse para que sea efectiva.
Hace poco vi una cita de C.S. Lewis en Facebook: “Estoy seguro de que Dios no hace esperar a nadie a menos que vea que le conviene esperar” (Mero Cristianismo). Además, una de mis camisetas favoritas tiene el mensaje: “En la espera, Dios está trabajando”. Cuando Dios nos hace esperar, hay una razón. Está orquestando algo asombroso entre bastidores.
Esperar frecuentemente conlleva un sentimiento de desesperanza a medida que continuamos experimentando dificultades implacables. Se requiere una gran fe para esperar en el Señor y seguir esperando en Él cuando todo parece desesperanzado, sabiendo que Él está obrando incluso cuando no lo vemos. Así como el sol, oculto en el horizonte, está ahí aunque no lo veamos, así también podemos estar seguros de la ayuda de Dios, incluso cuando no hay indicios de ella. Esperemos en el Señor con esperanza y fe mientras perseveramos en la oración.
Kimberly Andrich writes from the perspective of having a hidden, chronic illness and experiencing a deep, continuous conversion through being yoked to Jesus in the day-to-day trials and joys of life. She is a wife, mother of 5, and daughter of the King. Kimberly also writes for Catholicmom.com and on fallingonhisgrace.substack.com.
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