Have you ever experienced God opening up a path for you to make something difficult become a reality? This happened to me a few months ago. I felt God calling me to go on a retreat out of state. Now, belonging to a large circle of Catholic acquaintances, many opportunities for retreats cross my path in any given year. And they are all within driving distance. So why did I feel this consistent nudge to attend this particular retreat all the way on the east coast? It didn’t make any sense. It would mean a plane ticket I couldn’t afford, being away from my husband and kids for three days, missing a day of work without PTO, missing my kids’ basketball games and missing the Superbowl. I just couldn’t do it… could I?
The short answer is, no, I couldn’t, but God could. Little by little, things kept falling into place. My husband was supportive, the boys’ games were spread out enough that he could take them one at a time, and my football team lost during the playoffs. But what about finances? I kept putting off buying a plane ticket, until the retreat was only two weeks away. It was now or never, trust or doubt. I felt God assuring me that He would take care of it and with one click, it was done.
A couple days after I got back, my boss called me for a private meeting and told me that since I had done such a good job he was giving me a bonus. Guess what? The amount covered my plane ticket, the day off without pay, and there was even some left over! God always provides!
In today’s first reading, God similarly provided through Joseph. The Lord had revealed to him that there would be a famine, so he stored grain during the years prior so that the Egyptians would not starve. But God’s plan was even greater than that: “In fact, all the world came to Joseph to obtain rations of grain, for famine had gripped the whole world.” So Joseph “opened up all the cities that had grain and rationed it”. Those whose bellies grumbled with hunger surely had no idea how they would survive, yet God opened up a path for them and provided for them.
As the Psalm alludes to, it all comes down to trust. “Lord, let your mercy be on us, as we place our trust in you.” God will grant us His mercy, and He greatly desires to, but will do so in accord with how much we trust in Him. We have the free will to decide to trust, or to take things into our own hands. Spoiler alert: doing the latter usually doesn’t end up so well.
So just as Jesus summons and sends out His Twelve disciples in today’s Gospel, may we trust Him to send us out as well. Whether it be on a retreat halfway across the country or to a needy family in your own parish, He wants to use you to show His mercy to others. Trust me, trusting in Him is the way to go.
¿Alguna vez has sentido que Dios te abre un camino para que hagas algo verdaderamente difícil? Esto me pasó hace unos meses. Sentí que Dios me llamaba a ir a un retiro fuera del estado. Como pertenezco a un círculo grande de conocidos católicos, se cruzan en mi camino muchas oportunidades de retiros cada año. Y todas están a unas horas de distancia para poder irme en carro. Entonces, ¿por qué sentía ese constante empujón para asistir a ese retiro en particular en la costa este? No tenía sentido. Significaría un boleto de avión que no podría pagar, estar lejos de mi esposo y mis hijos durante tres días completos, perder un día de trabajo sin pago, perder los partidos de básquet de mis hijos y perderme el Superbowl. Simplemente no podía hacerlo… ¿verdad?
La respuesta corta es: no, no pude, pero Dios sí pudo. Poco a poco, las cosas fueron tomando forma. Mi esposo me apoyó, el horario de juegos de los chicos permitía que él pudiera asistir a uno a la vez, y mi equipo de fútbol perdió durante los playoffs. Pero ¿qué iba a hacer con las finanzas? Seguí posponiendo la compra de un boleto de avión hasta que faltaban solo dos semanas para el retiro. Era ahora o nunca, confiar o dudar. Sentí que Dios me aseguraba que Él se iba a encargar de ello y con un clic, lo compré.
Un par de días después de mi regreso, mi jefe me llamó a una reunión privada y me dijo que, como había hecho un buen trabajo, me iba a dar un bonus. ¿Adivina qué? La cantidad cubría mi boleto de avión, el día sin pago y hasta me sobró. ¡Dios siempre provee!
En la primera lectura de hoy, Dios proveyó de forma semejante a través de José. El Señor le había revelado que habría una hambruna, por lo que almacenó grano durante los años anteriores para que los egipcios no murieran de hambre. Pero el plan de Dios era aún mayor que eso: “Y como el hambre se extendiera por toda la tierra, de todos los países iban a Egipto para comprar víveres a José y remediar la carestía”. Entonces José “mandó abrir todas las bodegas y abasteció [los] víveres”. Aquellos cuyos estómagos gruñían de hambre seguramente no tenían idea de cómo sobrevivirían, pero Dios les abrió un camino y les proveyó lo necesario.
Como alude el Salmo, todo se reduce a la confianza. “Muéstranos, Señor, tu misericordia” como en ti hemos confiado. Dios nos concederá Su misericordia, y desea mucho hacerlo, pero lo hará de acuerdo con cuánto confiemos en Él. Tenemos el libre albedrío para decidir confiar o tomar las cosas en nuestras propias manos. Aviso: hacer esto último generalmente no termina tan bien.
Así que, como Jesús convoca y envía a Sus Doce discípulos en el Evangelio de hoy, confiemos en que Él nos enviará también a nosotros. Ya sea a un retiro al otro lado del país o a una familia necesitada en tu propia parroquia, Dios quiere utilizarte para mostrar Su misericordia a los demás. Créanme, confiar en Él es el camino a seguir.
Tami Urcia is a midwestern gal from a large Catholic family. As a young adulthood she was a missionary in Mexico, where she studied theology and philosophy. After returning stateside bilingual, she gained a variety of work experience, traveled extensively and finished her Bachelor’s Degree at Brescia University. She loves organizing and simplifying things, watching her children play sports, deep conversations with close family and friends and finding unique ways to brighten others’ day with Christ’s love. She works full time at Diocesan in the Software Department and manages the Inspiration Daily reflections. She is also a contributing writer on CatholicMom.com and BlessedIsShe.net.
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