Have you ever known something intellectually, with your mind, yet not really believe it with your whole heart and soul? I love to try and see if I can figure out the connections between the Sunday Mass readings, particularly the First Reading and the Gospel. While reflecting on today’s Mass readings to write this reflection, I realized I knew something in my head but didn’t know it in my heart.
The First Reading hit me right between the eyes. God didn’t create disorder in the world, and he hates that the human race must deal with the fallout of sin. Sin brings all kinds of disorder in our world, but perhaps one of the most well-known and experienced forms of disorder comes through health – or lack thereof.
In today’s Gospel reading, two women are experiencing devastating health events, one was even near death. At that point, the lightbulb finally went off in my head. “God doesn’t want this for anybody. He doesn’t want those women – or anyone – to suffer with bad health or in a myriad of other ways.” He didn’t make death or revel in it, but God had a plan to clean it all up. And to increase faith among his followers, he heals both women that day, prefiguring our life in Heaven with God.
Have I always known that God didn’t make death or revel in it? In my head, yes. In my heart, no. I suspect that there is some sort of truth about God that you know and believe in your intellect, but don’t truly embrace with your whole heart and soul. That’s okay, my friend. Ask God for the grace and ability to believe it and to welcome it firmly into your inner being. And, like the women healed that day, maybe, just maybe, you’ll witness a little miracle in your life.
¿Alguna vez has sabido algo intelectualmente, con tu mente, pero realmente no lo has creído con todo tu corazón y alma? Me encanta intentar ver si puedo descubrir las conexiones entre las lecturas de la Misa dominical, particularmente la Primera Lectura y el Evangelio. Mientras reflexionaba sobre las lecturas de la Misa de hoy para escribir esta reflexión, me di cuenta de que sabía algo en mi cabeza pero no lo sabía en mi corazón.
La primera lectura me golpeó justo entre los ojos. Dios no creó el desorden en el mundo y odia que la raza humana tenga que lidiar con las consecuencias del pecado. El pecado trae todo tipo de desorden a nuestro mundo, pero quizás una de las formas de desorden más conocidas y experimentadas proviene de la salud, o de la falta de salud.
En la lectura del Evangelio de hoy, dos mujeres están experimentando problemas de salud devastadores, una incluso estuvo al borde de la muerte. En ese momento, finalmente se prendió el foco en mi cabeza. “Dios no quiere esto para nadie. No quiere que esas mujeres, ni nadie, sufran problemas de salud o de muchas otras maneras”. Él no creó la muerte ni se deleitó en ella, pero Dios tenía un plan para arreglarlo todo. Y para aumentar la fe entre sus seguidores, sana a ambas mujeres ese día, prefigurando nuestra vida en el Cielo con Dios.
¿Siempre he sabido que Dios no creó la muerte ni se deleitó en ella? En mi cabeza, sí. En mi corazón, no. Sospecho que hay algún tipo de verdad acerca de Dios que conoces y crees en tu intelecto, pero que no aceptas verdaderamente con todo tu corazón y alma. Está bien, amigo mío. Pídele a Dios la gracia y la capacidad de creerlo y acogerlo firmemente en tu ser interior. Y, al igual que las mujeres que sanaron ese día, tal vez seas testigo de un pequeño milagro en tu vida.
Mary Thissen is a St. Louis native living in East Central Illinois with her husband and children. She is blessed with twin boys Earthside and four children now living in Heaven. When she is not working as a healthcare data analyst or caring for her boys, she enjoys studying and writing about the Catholic faith and ministering to women who are suffering through miscarriage or infertility. You can connect with Mary on Instagram @waitingonmiracles.
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